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Miserable At Best

Beach cleaning was a blast! So was the bazaar! The Cullen Coven finally took their family picture. All pics are at http://flickr.com/photos/t-time 🙂

Sadly, I’m at one of those low moments. The times when you feel all sucky, and u need to be alone. To the Cullen coven, i’m sorry i just abrubtly left just now. I had things in my head which needed to be cleared. My Apologies. I didnt know what got into me. It just didnt feel right. I was disappointed at myself for feeling the way i felt. After 2 hrs, its still here; lingering. I’m lost in the midst of everything else.

Heck, it has always been lingering there. Just that i refuse to show it cos when i feel like doing something about that lingering feeling, i get disappointed. That disappointment drowns the linger. And then it happens again in a month or two. The girls reminded me that the string that i tried cutting loose was still there; even how thin it turned. Is it the ‘first curse’ or something? or is it just me, and my never ending nonsensical emotions? Sigh

I don’t want this moment, to ever end,
Where everything’s nothing, without you.
I’ll wait here forever just to, to see you smile,
Cause it’s true, I am nothing without you.

Through it all, I made my mistakes.
I stumble and fall,
But I mean these words.

I want you to know, with everything I won’t let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I’d bleed my heart out to show, and I won’t let go.

Thoughts read are spoken, forever in doubt.
And pieces of memories fall to the ground.
I know what I didn’t have so, I won’t let this go.
Cause it’s true, I am nothing without you.

All the streets, where I walked alone,
With nowhere to go.
Have come to an end.

I want you to know, with everything I won’t let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I’d bleed my heart out to show, and I won’t let go.

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you don’t know what you’re looking to find.
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you just never know what you will find.

(What you will find, what you will find, what you will find.)

I don’t want this moment to ever end.
Where everything’s nothing without you.

I want you to know, with everything I won’t let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I’d bleed my heart out to show, and I won’t let (go).
I want you to know, with everything I won’t let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
I hold on to this moment you know.
Cause I’d bleed my heart out to show, and I won’t let go.

With Me; Sum 41

 

Happy Birthday.

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