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So close that i cant see whats going on

All i have to say is; i deserved that fall. I think i really needed it. At least i felt physical pain. I’m so sick and tired of emotional pain that it sucks. Haahahaha. but check it out. my wound has now healed, and its all dried up. Its true; time heals all wounds. doesnt matter if its deep down, or on the surface. I’m happy to say that I’m A-Okay. I’m better than i was about a month ago. I was a wreck. It stung. It hurt. But i was determined to make it better. And here i am. Although everywhere i go reminds me of the fact that i was literally gullible, i always remind myself that shit happens.

I’m so delighted that i dont feel sucky anymore. Its like a step out of that shitty feeling. Yeah, I’m happy. So happy. Alhamdulillah.

A random song i’m really into right now

 

These back steps are steeper to the ground
The brightest stars are falling down
I’m walking the edge, walking the tighest rope
We can be frank, reality rips on through, rolling like a hurricane
I’m over the bridge and under the rain

If everything’s falling, if everything’s changed
If I’m in the open, if I’m in the way

What am i doing here
If you’re not with me
What have i got to live for, if it’s just my own dream
Take it back to the beginning, back to the start
When gravity’s pulling, you’re still holding my heart
You come crashing down
Crashing down

These four walls are closing in on me
The talk is louder than i’ll sing
I want to be there, want to be where you are
But you know it all, every look and smile that aren’t meant to break
I’m over the bridge and under the rain

If everything’s falling, if everything’s changed
If I’m in the open, if I’m in the way

What am i doing here
If you’re not with me
What have i got to live for, if it’s just my own dream
Take it back to the beginning, back to the start
Gravity’s pulling, you’re still holding my heart
You come crashing down, Crashing down

And you say everything’s different, why dont we just hold on
And you say everything’s different, why dont we just hold on

Crashing down

 

Crashing Down; Mat Kearney

No, I’m not the one crashing.

You are.

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